Today, I talk about politic!

I read Utusan Malaysia at around 1.00pm today. Actually, I was not very interested to read or watch mainstream news, however today's front page (just beneath the Abdul Razak Baginda news) had attracted me to read further on. It's about two women, one position, a party and the fellow members. I have been following the news since last two weeks, and I really hope that Shahrizat will make today's decision. I wished that she made the decision much earlier. If she had done so, the media will not continue to stir up the news and made the efforts to interview other UMNO's leaders and members.

And for Rafidah, she should just accept the members' decision to nominate for Shahrizat. Should the members around Malaysia wanted her to remain as Wanita UMNO, they would never nominate Shahrizat in the first place. And now that Sharizat had reached the minimum quota to contest the post, Rafidah should just let her. By the way, it's not guaranteed that Shahrizat will win. The power transition plan is just a mere excuse, can we just say that maybe, I repeat MAYBE Rafidah is afraid that she will lose the contes?. She already saw that many Wanita UMNO had nominated Shahrizat to contest for the No.1 post in Wanita. If Pak Lah was dare enough to make the power transition plan on March 2008, why couldn't her? A mere 3 months will not change anything if the attitudes do not change. And she said that if Shahrizat still want to contest for the post, it will tear apart the unity within Wanita. That's b*@#$^&t!

For me, if she continues the power transition plan to June 2009, it's actually denying Shahrizat right to contest and that is very much against democracy. Further more, the Wanita UMNO chief post will remain hanging as Sharizat will only be the Acting Wanita Chief until the next election, while Vice-head post will remain empty. And for sure that is not healthy for the party growth and unity, if that's the cause.

So as to conclusion, I just want to wish all the best to Shahrizat. Really hope that she win the contest. It's not that I don't like Rafidah, but she should give space to new faces like Shahrizat and Kamilia. She had been the leader since 1984. Isn't it enough? I believe Wanita UMNO wanted some changes just like UMNO wanted new president.

The End


p/s: I'm not UMNO supporter. I commented for the sake of freedom of expressing my mind.

I don't wanna talk about it?

I can tell by your eyes that you've
probably been crying forever
And the stars in the sky don't mean
nothing to you they're a mirror

I don't wanna talk about it
How you broke my heart
If I stay here just a little bit longer
If I stay here won't you listen to my heart
Oh oh my heart

If I stand all alone will the shadows
hide the colors of my heart
blue for tears, black for the night
fears the stars in the sky
don't mean nothing to you they're a mirror

Never stop talking bah...

Why do people look at small, little things too important?

All throughout the day, I've been wondering why do people take small, little things too important? Early in the morning, I was given a lecture. I was told to eat more, to wear make-up, etc. All the things I find unimportant. You see, I am not on a diet so basically, that is not the reason why I don't eat. I just don't want to eat. Ok? I know, I lose weight and I become thinner. My face look uglier, and maybe that makes me unattractive. Hey, don't think i don't care about my appearances. Where on earth do women dislike being pretty and attractive? I like to be pretty, to be smart, to be admired, despite the fact that I'm married but I just don't want to think about it, just yet. Right now, I am focused to take care of my little boy, my man, my family, and that means I have to save money. To wear make up is costly actually, for me. You have to buy mascara, eyeliner, lipstic, foundation, etc... And I want everything to be perfect. So if I can't afford to buy them all, I rather not buy it at all. And about my eating habit, I will try to eat more but not extra. I think I should gain couple of kilos. You just wait, when I have extra money in the future, you'll see me as attractive and as pretty as I can be. Hahhaa...just wait.

Am I Doing The Right Thing?

Sometimes, a lot of us will think whether we have done the right thing and made the right decision. In some cases, we may have done the right thing but when majority said we are wrong, automatically we are wrong. So the question is am I doing the right thing? If I have done the right thing, then why should I follow the majority? But what if the majority consists of our parents, families, relatives and friends? Can we still say that we have done the right thing? Is doing the right thing necessarily make all people happy or otherwise? If I have done the right thing, then I should cause less damage to people. But if I had made a lot of people unhappy, can I still say I have done the right thing?

Yesterday, just as I thought I have done the right thing, suddenly a lot of people had been hurt. Including me myself. Situation not described but there was a situation. Until today, I still think have I done the right thing? And will I make the right decision in future? Can I make decision that will cause the majority to be satisfied yet making myself as a sacrifice. (sigh) If only life is much easier.. If only I can live on my own without thinking of others..If only this, if only that.. but still life goes on.. And still the question lingers..Am I doing the right thing?